Listen. Don't Speak.
You're too funny!
I went out last night with him and he is just ridiculously
He doesn't make things so awkward for me and sometimes it
makes me nervous. Overall, he's great. I have no
compliments, but I have to take it slow for my own insanity.
My friend was over not too long ago and she asked how my
date was. She was really excited to hear about it :)
I don't know why, but she's really happy for me. She really
thinks this guy is great and I don't know what to think
about it. I do trust her judgment but I'm not ready to date?
or I'm not ready for the couple responsibilities?
Relationships are a lot of work and if we can do it.. I'm down.
Ugh.. i'm talking nonsense again... I have to stop thinking
about 'dating' this guy. I'm such a girl..
I've decided to volunteer at another after school program
but as a supervisor. I feel it's best that I accept more
responsibility as an adult and also because I do want to
work for the school board in the near future. This would be
a great experience to have; do attendance, supervise a group
of children and tutors and make sure everyone stays focused
and gets along well. How perfect!
I'm looking forward to another school year. I was busy
emailing a bunch of people today, especially for the rehab
program. Ugh.. I have to apply for this program and I'm
afraid I won't be able to get in. They're giving priority to
those on the honor roll. Well, technically I am on the honor
roll but I'm only graduating with a B.A. Whatever.. I'll see
what happens, but I'll keep my fingers crossed in the meantime.
I'm feeling really thirsty. I'm going to drink something and
head to bed.