NotSoSadSadie

The Laughter Inside My Mind
2009-07-23 20:49:33 (UTC)

Who has the Milk for my Graham Cracker????

Wow time sure does pass when you're busy, hell i don't even
know where to start today...Mom is pretty much all moved out
upstairs, it was sad to see her go, she started to cry, then
of course my dumb ass started to cry...it's so empty
without her sitting on her porch..weird eh? i mean i had all
this time to go see her up there and i didn't, can't take it
back, what a fucked up daughter i am...i've pretty much
turned into a big drunk..i go to the bars to forget, and it
helps at the time..hell so much has gone on this past couple
weeks i can't even recall it all...hmmm, well i think
officially i'm a practicing hooker..on the first i slept
with my co-worker (who is married) then last sat i slept
with this hot ass 24 year old who rocked my socks...so yea
four guys so far this year...well i guess after a two year
lapse this is what i needed? who knows....i used protection,
can't have kids but there's more shit out there than just
pregnancy and i ain't about to claim any of that shit...out
of all four men, the 24 year old was the best...hell, when
he took my hand to put it on his penis i thought i was going
to pass out from the size of it..i was actually thinking
through my drunkness..oh shit, but the trooper that i am, i
took one for the team...is that wrong thinking? i mean he is
over age. ah well to whom ever don't like it..FUCK
YOU...eating a graham cracker right now, so i might write
more later..or it may take me a few weeks again...oh shit
almost forgot...ok uh..went to valleyfair..was great...did
the ripcord(it's like bunging jumping almost) thought i was
going to die, but as we were free falling, i can't even
begin to describe that feeling..won't do it again, but now i
can say i did..went to rockfest for the first time ever, was
something else..buckcherry fucking rocks...shinedown is
great too, didn't stay for korn because i had to work the
next day, but if GOD lets me live long enough i want to do
the 4 day thing next year...GOT MILK??

Much Love,
Sadie




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