Jack's Twisted Kingdom
Birthdays come and go..
Tomorrow will be no exception. It is however a little odd
not having my mother around to make a spectacle of it and to
make me feel like shit for a variety of things. I'm not
sure what I'm going to do. My grandpapa actually called me
for what has to be the first time, in years. Seriously, he's
never called me, not once, until just now. 6 months after my
mom died, he calls me. I don't think he'll ever call again.
I don't know if I'll ever have a decent relationship with
him, and honestly I don't have any family I don't make for
myself, it's sad, but true.
This birthday will mark only that I'm changing things for
the better, and it will probably be a year or two before my
life is completely on track. Blah, still single, still
living in london, still wondering when I'll be where I want
to be. Ah well.