blkdragon

grounded
2009-04-27 05:52:12 (UTC)

Lifting the fog

4/27/09– 12:57 am? I just learned some really disturbing
news, an ounce of herb now costs between $200-$400, altering
one’s perceptions can be exceptionally expensive. I trimmed
a few plants this morning, otherwise, I haven’t been outside
today; Eric came by to use my cell to locate his phone.
Talked to him for a while, needed to talk to someone, he was
willing to listen; talked about missing yesterday’s wedding
and hadn’t realized how much the entire (Sheridan) affair
was bothering me.
I downloaded sound effects for the DJ program, I’ll be
working on music tomorrow, at some point; remixing both of
my current playlists. Didn’t see or hear from Mike last
night, did see the Competitor, I’d begun my skate with #3
weights; they were too heavy and the floor was too slick. It
was pretty warm and I had on too many clothes, stopped at
Wal-Mart for a tub pillow, I didn’t want to scour the store
and asked one of the stock clerks if she noticed them in
stock. She couldn’t remember seeing them, tried to direct me
to where they might be, then volunteered to take me where
she thought they may be; I think her presence and
personality disoriented me. She had asked if I’d be able to
find the area, guess I looked disoriented, I was a bit out
of sorts to begin with; I now realize a missed opportunity.
I’m not sure that I have a set idea of the woman I am
attracted to, unless it’s a woman that makes her presence
known and she did just that, we went to several areas where
she asked the attending stock clerk for the product.
We eventually found it, the woman tried to disappear without
being thanked, I made a point to be specific in my
gratitude; she went out of her way to be of service to me.
I’m now planning to return at the same hour in the hopes of
seeing her, to thank her again, to also bask in the warmth
of her presence once more. I’m sure part of my discomfort
has something to do with Charlotte, regardless of our lack
of contact, neither of us is truly letting go; it’s
necessary and her birthday should be the last time I contact
her.
Got a physical therapy appointment in the morning, then have
to see Harvey for trouble shooting, I need to see a
counselor at SCC for summer admission. Nik told me that
Phil/Frank and Dom have asked about me, I want to see them
to let them know I’m ok.
Sleeping rather well now, still a bit sore upon awakening,
nothing like the recent past; we’ll see what daybreak brings?




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