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Memories
2009-03-28 00:24:09 (UTC)

March 27, 2009 - God's Friend?

Dear Diary,

I feel hurt. Deep down, I thought that having a
superficial friendship would be an ok thing. Even having
the thought of a superficial sisterhood to me was an ok
thing. But in the end, it only tore a deeper pit inside my
heart.

Jehovah's Witnesses?

In the end..... I'll still be someone who stands on the
sidelines.. just to watch the other team advance. Only to
let my superfical side get the best of me... That's all
a "just" thing. That's all an "I know you, but that is
all" thing.

Not sisters. Not even friends.

So in the end.. I didn't live up to my reality.. I have
been living in a superfical dream of unjustly
wantings......

God? Have I sinned?

Why me?

Why her?........

-Janie Huynh




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