blkdragon

grounded
2009-02-22 17:03:10 (UTC)

Certified for marriage

2/18/09– 11:21 pm? I didn’t swim this morning, I’d planned
to go this afternoon until I noted my goggles were falling
apart; I attempted repairs and will know if it works
tomorrow. Changed linen, washed clothes and streamlined
today, thought I’d hit the pool by noon; noted the goggles
and decided against it. I’d get a call from Fret, I’d been
messaging with my Brother Curtis in California, she and I
talked about Curt and my Son Charles; I told her that her
Nephew is just like her Brother. Charles wants so very much
to be loved that he’ll accept what he views as such from any
avenue, he’s also very selfish, Fret and I also discussed
Nikki; our conclusions weren’t very positive. Fret told me
that she asked Charles to promise not to adopt Nikki’s other
children, she doesn’t want him saddled with unnecessary
responsibility. I’d go on to tell her that I hope Curtis
doesn’t decide to journey to their doorstep, the only thing
he’ll bring to Charles’ table is a map consisting of dead
ends, I told her that Charles will tell you what he thinks
you want to hear and then forget what he told you; I would
repeat the phrase “I don’t know” constantly.
Fret would ask me a multitude of questions concerning this
marriage and relationship, I told her that regardless what
Charles told me, I know that Nikki asked him to marry her;
Charles wouldn’t come up with the idea on his own. Nikki
knows that no other man would ever ask for her hand, they’d
ask for her ass and be out the door before the bed cooled,
she knows how needy Charles is; I pray to God that neediness
fades. Oh we laughed so hard, that’s my Son though, he’s
like a puppy that can’t run without falling; he’ll forever
tilt his head wearing that confused grin while he licks his
own nose. We talked about the other girl that tried to tell
Charles he was the Father of her expectant, I asked him if
he’d had a blood test, he told me that he had; yet he hadn’t
given any blood and we’d find later that the baby wasn’t
his. Tsehaya ( dance instructor) had seen the girl and told
Charles to be very careful what he claims, meaning just
because someone says it’s a stone doesn’t mean that it
definitely is a stone, eventually I’ll need to see the
marriage certificate; Charles won’t bother dotting his I’s
or crossing his T’s.
Pelham would call and leave a message, he said that he’d
been by my apartment, I think both cars were in the lot; I’d
taken to walking when my destination is close. I called, his
answering machine kicked in, I told him I was returning his
call and that I’d be home for the day. It began snowing this
afternoon, I went out at 6, shoveled for 2 hours, didn’t
want to use the blower for the stuff; didn’t think enough
snow was on the ground. I’d return 2 hours later to shovel
again, I finished without my arm being any worse for wear,
I’ll swim after 11 and skate tomorrow night; I’d see the
scientist online and send her a message. Patty responded
with an offline message, she told me that she spends her
time on Facebook, I’m not bothering to become a member
there, she has my phone number; I’ve never known her to be
much of a chat person and I’m guessing this comes from being
out in the wilderness with a man that won’t talk with you




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