blkdragon
grounded
Certified for marriage
2/18/09 11:21 pm? I didnt swim this morning, Id planned
to go this afternoon until I noted my goggles were falling
apart; I attempted repairs and will know if it works
tomorrow. Changed linen, washed clothes and streamlined
today, thought Id hit the pool by noon; noted the goggles
and decided against it. Id get a call from Fret, Id been
messaging with my Brother Curtis in California, she and I
talked about Curt and my Son Charles; I told her that her
Nephew is just like her Brother. Charles wants so very much
to be loved that hell accept what he views as such from any
avenue, hes also very selfish, Fret and I also discussed
Nikki; our conclusions werent very positive. Fret told me
that she asked Charles to promise not to adopt Nikkis other
children, she doesnt want him saddled with unnecessary
responsibility. Id go on to tell her that I hope Curtis
doesnt decide to journey to their doorstep, the only thing
hell bring to Charles table is a map consisting of dead
ends, I told her that Charles will tell you what he thinks
you want to hear and then forget what he told you; I would
repeat the phrase I dont know constantly.
Fret would ask me a multitude of questions concerning this
marriage and relationship, I told her that regardless what
Charles told me, I know that Nikki asked him to marry her;
Charles wouldnt come up with the idea on his own. Nikki
knows that no other man would ever ask for her hand, theyd
ask for her ass and be out the door before the bed cooled,
she knows how needy Charles is; I pray to God that neediness
fades. Oh we laughed so hard, thats my Son though, hes
like a puppy that cant run without falling; hell forever
tilt his head wearing that confused grin while he licks his
own nose. We talked about the other girl that tried to tell
Charles he was the Father of her expectant, I asked him if
hed had a blood test, he told me that he had; yet he hadnt
given any blood and wed find later that the baby wasnt
his. Tsehaya ( dance instructor) had seen the girl and told
Charles to be very careful what he claims, meaning just
because someone says its a stone doesnt mean that it
definitely is a stone, eventually Ill need to see the
marriage certificate; Charles wont bother dotting his Is
or crossing his Ts.
Pelham would call and leave a message, he said that hed
been by my apartment, I think both cars were in the lot; Id
taken to walking when my destination is close. I called, his
answering machine kicked in, I told him I was returning his
call and that Id be home for the day. It began snowing this
afternoon, I went out at 6, shoveled for 2 hours, didnt
want to use the blower for the stuff; didnt think enough
snow was on the ground. Id return 2 hours later to shovel
again, I finished without my arm being any worse for wear,
Ill swim after 11 and skate tomorrow night; Id see the
scientist online and send her a message. Patty responded
with an offline message, she told me that she spends her
time on Facebook, Im not bothering to become a member
there, she has my phone number; Ive never known her to be
much of a chat person and Im guessing this comes from being
out in the wilderness with a man that wont talk with you
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