blkdragon

grounded
2009-02-16 04:46:26 (UTC)

Leaving you sore and swollen

2/13/09– 12:26 pm? I drove to the pool, I’d swim half a
mile, decided to finish the last 6 laps freestyle; took a
lot out of me. Nicole was again surprised to see what I’d
decided to do, I’d told her that I’d researched swimming
strokes to find that doing the breaststroke would help
increase my range of motion especially with the gloves to
intensify the resistance; the only necessity is having the
space to extend my arms perpendicular to my body. The space
would be a problem swimming in the lane next to Frank, I
managed, they’d leave @6:30 and I’d have all the room I
needed; Rita would arrive before 7. Rita would see me begin
the freestyle laps, she’d ask and I’d tell her that I was
better, I’d finish while she swam; upon exiting the pool my
shoulder felt hot and swollen. I’d mention what I was
feeling and Nicole would look carefully at the shoulder, she
said it didn’t appear to be swollen, I was in no hurry to
leave the pool; I was waiting for Sears to open at the mall.
I’d decided it was time to get paid for the battery core,
I’d leave at 10, Nicole and Larry are supposed to be skating
tonight; Cathy isn’t feeling very well.
I may have to hit them up for gas, none have offered, Devon
would call and leave a text on my phone; I didn’t bother to
respond. He’d call as I drove to Sears, again he’d use the
word Bitch in conversing with me, believing himself amusing;
I let him know that this was the reason I didn’t choose to
talk to him. He’d mention not hearing from me all week, he’d
ask if I were skating tonight, I told him that I was; he
realized I wasn’t too keen on sharing his company any time
soon. He wanted me to spend time with him, I let him know
that he could use whatever language he chose in his
conversations with Colleen, not with me; his language needed
to convey his respect for me or I needed not to see him
again. He would tell me that he’d been composing a song for
Colleen, he’d even go so far as to sing it to me over the
phone, what he fails to understand is that one cannot
respect another by using words that suggest anything other
than respect; even in jest. How can you say you love someone
you choose to call a bitch, what part of love is that? I am
now hoping Larry and Nicole back out of skating tonight, I
believe they will, the two of them skating alone may prove
to be too awkward.




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