Angeline Rose

Love of the Loveless.
2009-01-22 00:40:29 (UTC)

Getting over you...

So we've been broken up for 2 weeks?
I don't know, it feels so long ago.
I've been hanging out with a lot of friends.
And you have too.

I know I'm fooling myself.
I can say I'm over you, romantically.
But I know it will rush back.
I know I'm going to cry over it eventually.

It's amazing hanging out with Monica and Bea,
especially together. It's a fucking adventure.
I'm going to hang out with Ashley Uebel soon,
sounds nice.

I hang out with Rachel and Kat in the morning.
They're so cool. I just wish I was more of an outgoing
person. They like me.
I like them. This will progress into something beautiful :]

Also, James.
He's a fun chauffeur. He's so ridiculously sweet and adorable.
We watched Secret, a mandarin movie, and he was way into it.
It was great. Hahaha.

I see Michael less now.
We don't keep up as much.

I feel I don't have to call anymore.
But I do, because I want to stay close.

Close friends.

I have a feeling he might like Konstanza.
Devany, no doubt. But she's taken.
But I don't know much going on. And I feel that I shouldn't
care. I don't think I care... I think.
But I don't want him pleasuring a girl the way he did. And
don't want another girl pleasuring him the way I did.

But I need some romance.
The thrill and passion. And I wish it was from him.
But we're wearing down. We..already did.

Speaking/typing/thinking about it.
Just gives me the chills.

But I'll always love you, and some day-
I will love you the way I did back then.
I promise. Though it sounds impossible now.
We'll love each other as passionately as we did back then.




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