Middle Child

Listen. Don't Speak.
2008-11-11 00:53:04 (UTC)


The date last night went well. We ate dessert and then
played some pool. We talked a lot. There wasn't any
quiet moments, however I wasn't saying much because he was
talking wayyy to much. There were times when i would cut him
off or vice versa.

He seemed like a good person. No, he is a good guy but he
isn't what i'm looking for. He's a bit of a girly-guy, who
likes shopping/doesn't like getting his hands dirty and
loves football and beer.

hahaha.. what two different extremes.

Anyways, not my type.

I really need to keep myself distracted so I can forget that
I'm single. I can do it, but it doesn't last a long time;
it fades and then comes back. (Fuck, being a female is hard
sometimes) I'm debating about whether or not I should get a
job. But before I can get a job I need to be up to date with
my readings and I'm not. Maybe next semester I'll be a bit
more focused, then half way threw I can start applying again
for a summer job or two. I'm considering getting 2 jobs so
I can keep myself fully busy during the summer. I'm tired of
having my schedule wide open for my boyfriends.

Stupid me.

How else can I keep myself distracted?