La Vida Mia
2008-10-28 20:29:36 (UTC)

October 28, 2008 Part 1

Well shit! It's been a hot minute since I've been to this

Let's catch up.

I'm over Jed, he's over me.

I'm not totally over FT, he's over me.

Met some other great guys; David and Pon.

David doesn't know what he wants and I'm pretty sure I
won't want what David wants when he figures it out.

Pon has a boyfriend and is moving away. I'm really gonna
miss him. He's been helping me move on. I'm really going
to miss him, a lot.

Decided that my life in Des Moines is not really a life.
I'm wasting away and I'm not sure how to fix that.

I can't decide what I want. Thought about teaching
English somewhere, don't know if I want to be a teacher.
Thought about moving back to Venezuela to work on my
Spanish, heard the country is falling apart. Thought
about moving to Chicago to start a new life. Not sure how
much of a new life it would be. Thought about moving to
Dubai or Goa or Jordan, still not sure. And now I'm
thining about New York. I've been posting resumes all
over hell and back.

I quit my job with IDP, started working in human resources
for the state, what a fuckin' scam. I spend all my time
dickin' around, do some work here and there and everyone
loves me, or at least I like to think they do. Since I
haven't been fired yet and everyone tells me how much they
love me, I'll probably keep thinking that.

Picked up a second job as an academic advisor at DMACC, I
like it. Sure I spend all my time working but it 1)keeps
me out of trouble and 2)allows me to save some money.

I really need to decide what I want to do.

I'm also trying to put on weight. I'd like 15-20lbs by
March, I hope I can make it. I don't seem to have the
motivation/dedication to make myself better. I'm not sure
what my deal is but I need to figure it out FAST!

JESUS! Stop dicking around and pull your life together.
Do it. NOW!

Hope I listen to myself.

Oh, I have more. I'll put it in a different post.

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