Codesmith

Life, Or Something Like It
2008-10-10 15:07:30 (UTC)

Another Thing ...

It's 1010, Friday. 1103am. No change in weather.

I forgot to mention that the other night Brittany was asking
me about my friend Ari. It was so random, I almost didn't
know what to say. We had decided on being friends, Brittany
and I, and then towards the end she asked me what sort of
relationship I had with Ari. I explained to her that I was
just friends with her and it wasn't anything romantic. She
asked me if I had meant what I had said about Ari, and how I
wished she would come visit. I said yes. She said alright,
and that she had to go get groceries.

I thought it was ... odd. I think she cared for a second,
but tried really hard not to give the impression of caring.
The next day, I wasn't expecting her to be all talkative to
me, and yet she was ... talking to me almost non stop.

She also sent me a log of her conversation with her new
boyfriend. It had details of a webcam and everything about
how they were looking at each other on a webcam. Now ...
that's a little insensitive, I think. I don't mention Ari,
but she decided to mention him to me. I'm not sure why, or
what her intentions were ... but I think she was trying to
make me jealous. I didn't play along though and just
commented on the conversation and that was the end of that.

Anyway, I just thought I'd mention this because I get this
very ... odd feeling that Brittany is still attatched to me.
Like I've said before though, whether this is just hopeless
dreaming on my part or not, I don't know. An unconscious
desire? I don't know.

But, in the end, does it even matter?

... I don't think so.

And I think that's the sad part of all.




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