Codesmith

Life, Or Something Like It
2008-10-08 16:38:14 (UTC)

Alcohol at Noon

It's 1008, Wednesday. 1232pm. Utterly cloudy.

I'm not sure why I always decide to write when I'm about to
pass out. I guess maybe because, there's that sense of
urgency before my body gives out. Well, the rest of my body
is fine, just my head seems to hurt a lot. I've been
drinking a bit this morning, not much. But, a bit. I'm
allergic to alcohol, yet I drink it anyway. I don't
normally, but I sort of feel ... like it's appropriate.

The other night I got into another argument with Brittany.
It turned out she had been using me for advice. Which, I
guess sounds like it should be more of a complement, but at
the time I didn't think it was. She was asking me if I
thought she had started a majority of the fights, to which I
said yes. I felt she not only did, but she made it nearly
impossible for fights to get resolved again. I thought,
perhaps, she was asking because she was attempting to make
amends. But, it turns out that she was having issues with
her new boyfriend and wanted my perspective on it, so she
could try to work on her new relationship.

I found it a bit offensive. Well, very offensive.

I'm not really sure what to do with her, but a friend of
mine suggested just cutting all ties. That sounds, about
right. However, I've never been a big fan of that sort of
treatment. I always feel that everything can be worked out,
in some way. Well, except for that one girl.

Anyway. I've not slept for roughly 24 hours. So, I'm going
to go do that now. I have something of a "date" with someone
tonight. Not at all romantic. I'm suppose to hang out with
Brittany's cousin. So, we'll see how it goes. I'm just
helping her with some things, and that's it. But I won't be
able to be of any use if I'm suffering from exhaustion. So I
will end this here.

And, yes ... I do realize drinking alcohol at noon is bad form.




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