Middle Child

Listen. Don't Speak.
2008-08-28 05:54:07 (UTC)

i can't sleep

I'm feeling guilty.

I'm flirty when I shouldn't be. But i'm young and enjoying it.

He said he doesn't see us going far, we're together because
we get along great. but that's not good enough for me.

I do want to settle down in 3 years, I do want a serious
relationship where they take a minute of their day to ask me
how i'm doing, I do want to be with someone who's sure of
what they want.


I'm just seeing what's out there.

there's nothing wrong with that? right? right?

God! I hope this doesn't bite me in the ass!


My parents don't approve anyways and the height is
reeeeeally an issue for me. It seriously is, i can't fuckin'
keep it in anymore. I can't stand that his hips are smaller
then mine and that when i wear 2inch heels, i'm taller.


I need to relax.