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2008-06-13 05:46:16 (UTC)

June 13, 2008 - Remembering

Dear Diary,

Not so long.. very long ago, there were those nights
that ended in "Goodnight, I love you.".. and those would
go on forever until we really did have to turn away from
the screen. And tonight feels almost the same way..
almost, except different. We're not together anymore. It
has been nearly two years. But the fact that those
sensations are returning to me again, sends shivers down
my spines again. Aha, something I don't want to welcome
again. But also something I long for. I hope I'm not
experiencing some reunification with this sensation,
because I don't want to. It's hurt more than enough
already. I can't accept it, no more, is no more.

Hey Nerd, I did tell you I'd mention this didnt I?
Haha, Nerd was talking to me the other day, it was morning
and Nerdo thought it was PM when it was AM for the time.
What a nerd. -_- The first stupid moment I caught the
Nerd in. Aha!

Tomorrow Jess is coming with me to pick out some stuff
for Father's Day. I hope none of you forget this. Father's
Day is this Sunday.

Saturday, I have a going away party. Of course I have
until July 12, so there's still time for other things.

Tomorrow is another day, and because of this I'm going
to watch Romance in the Rain, again. I do this every
summer, because it's the best drama ever! =]

Love you guys always, Janie *~~*




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