Angeline Rose

Love of the Loveless.
2008-06-12 23:54:25 (UTC)

Empty Calories, Empty feelings.

I touched myself today,
to see if I can feel...

I could feel. At that moment. And when I came, which I didn't,
I felt nothing.

I got up, put on my new panties (after washing up a bit) and
felt nothing.
Nothing at all.

I made love to him.
I felt everything.

But I take that everything for every inch he loves me.
I use that for my attention.
My only source of happiness.

That's not even right.

Why can't I laugh anymore?

But he can't take it anymore.
The way I act. I don't blame him.
But I can't blame myself.

I can't change how I feel.
Everyone tells me I can.
But all I want to be, is naturally happy.
I don't want to work for a real smile.




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