Angeline Rose
Love of the Loveless.
2008-06-12 23:54:25 (UTC)
Empty Calories, Empty feelings.
I touched myself today,
to see if I can feel...
I could feel. At that moment. And when I came, which I didn't,
I felt nothing.
I got up, put on my new panties (after washing up a bit) and
felt nothing.
Nothing at all.
I made love to him.
I felt everything.
But I take that everything for every inch he loves me.
I use that for my attention.
My only source of happiness.
That's not even right.
Why can't I laugh anymore?
But he can't take it anymore.
The way I act. I don't blame him.
But I can't blame myself.
I can't change how I feel.
Everyone tells me I can.
But all I want to be, is naturally happy.
I don't want to work for a real smile.
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