~L

My Screwed Up Relationships
2008-05-19 15:31:13 (UTC)

Golden

I feel golden
Like a goddess in his arms with the way he looks at me
like I am the most precious thing he's ever seen. How
softly he whispers in my ear.. how much he doesnt want to
wake from the dream that is me..

I fall.. every single day I fall deeper into him.. I cant
keep my hands off him.. my lips from his mouth.. my head
snuggled into his chest while he absentmindly strokes my
hair.. my leg.. my cheek.. gathering me into himself. I
melt I breathe I relax. I let myself be.. I let myself
go.. and I feel.

Ive never been this excited before. This relaxed.. this at
ease. I cant remember the last time I've moved this slowly
with someone. I havent even fucked him. He's all bent on
making it perfect.. making it special... I cant wait for
that. I cant wait to remove every single piece of his
clothing while looking into those eyes.. those eyes that
speak volumes.. I cant wait to let go.. and live in that
moment and actually have a man.. after all of these years
make love to me. Instead of simply fucking me.. pretending
the act in and of itself ment something. I know here.. I
know in that time in that space when we finally do what we
have been aching to do for so long.. that its going to be
amazing.. and perfect.. and special.. and wonderful.

God.. its a strange feeling to be acting like a teenager..
feeling like this.. at my age.

~L




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