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Memories
2008-05-16 02:35:10 (UTC)

May 15, 2008 My Memories of S.R.A; Electrophonic

Dear Diary,

While my mom was driving into North Stars parking lot
this morning, I found myself thinking of my friend that
moved away not so long ago. I remember our summer walks we
took together to the last dinner we had together at my
house. I remember it was also your first time eating
shrimp, in which I laughed at you for because you said it
tasted like chicken. I also remember you telling me that
night about what your mom would say if we stayed up to
late. "Always go to sleep at a decent time, and you'll
feel good about tomorrow." So I asked you what is a decent
time to sleep at. And you said, "Until 1am is a decent
time tonight." And we planned that night to sleep at
exactly 1am, but we ended up chatting away the whole night
losing track of time and ended up talking about the first
time we met at school to the day that you had to leave.
And even though you moved not long ago, Samanatha Rose
Angell, I want to be able to remember you forever. 'Cause
remember Sammi? I cried when you called, when you told me,
it's time, and you're leaving. I wanted to give you one
last hug but couldn't. I wanted to tell you how much I
wanted you to stay, but I couldn't. I wanted to tell you
that no matter what I'll love you forever as my best best
friend, but I couldn't. Though my words won't get to you
because of our lost connection, I hope that one day I'll
be able to find you again. =] I love you, Sammi!
Aha, what a day! It felt like it went by super fast
today. Maybe not for those AP Examiners! Sucks for you
guys, but I know you guys did a great job with the testing
[even to though to me it sounded like hell]!
And of course, I was asked why by a lot of friends as
to why I didn't want to take the test. My reply to them
was that my 1/16 white side kicked in so I had the choice
of procrastination. xP Aha, no. I just didn't feel like I
should take it, [no, not because I'm part white] but
because I don't want to cram in my studying with all the
other studying I have already with upcomng finals.
When I went to English class, O.M.Gosh! I almost fell
asleep watching clips of The Lord of the Flies... Don't
you hate that feeling when your eyelids get super super
super heavy, and you just want to close them for one
minute without the teacher noticing? Aha, arg! We also had
an assembly today, Electrophonic. It was great! I had my
eyes closed to the music which made it seem like I was
sleeping, but I wasn't. I was like in a trance with the
music. It felt good actually to feel you own heart beat
pacing with the rhythm.
To be honest, I don't want our house to sell yet. But
yeah we had open house today. Which ruined my day. I hate
open house, completely! I don't like that feeling of
giving up the house for others to see while I'm outside of
it. Aha, paranoia.
I'm almost done reading the book "Diary of a Teenage
Girl: Road Trip". I'm amazed as to how God can change a
person's life. What would it feel like to give into God?
Aha, it seems like it's a good feeling, but it's a little
scary because it's like drawing a new road on top of your
old road, you know?
I don't know what else to say for today but the
Tomorrow is another day. =] Bring in the sunshine! Sunny
day tomorrow =]




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