Mark Gittner

Gay Guy juggles his life struggles.
2008-05-14 14:43:08 (UTC)

Tired of what?

Been on my synthroid now for a couple weeks, and am
noticing that I have less fatigue, but that my mood is
harder to control, and that my pain is less severe, but
more constant. Maybe I'm noticing pain that has been there
all aolong, but I was able to ignore for other more severe

My job is ending this week, on friday, and I have yet to
put forth a strong effort to find another job. I have to
find some motivation somehow, but I don't know why it is
so hard to get moving.

My creativity has been stifled, and I don't know why it
takes so much energy to dredge any up. Just to think of
long words and to apply myself creatively seems like such
a burden to me. I really want to write this book, and to
do things that challenge me, but the mood never reaches
past thought....

Tired already of writing...