Topsy Kretts

Breathing in the same sequence
2008-03-24 15:15:07 (UTC)

To find your soulmate is wonderful...the killer Q is: will you recognize and keep him?

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Be careful not to let me see you won't be of any use to
me...i'm a narcissist...i only keep what i need. =(
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Why do I keep only the useful things around the house? And
the killer question is: “What happens when I don’t collect
both the useful and the useless? Does that make me a bad
person?
And for me the people who can feed my needs are the only
people that should really matter...well, not really
matter..MATTER...but well...you know... ... ...
no?...uhh... matter cause they are useful to me in a way
that i value the most...(must make me feel inlove or
something like it (Gaaah!!), must keep me happy, must make
me feel important, must make me feel wanted and protected,
a little financial assistance, unbreakable loyalty and
alot of assurance) .... I am theirs for as long as they
faithfully supply me with all those otherwise...i'm gone
baby! Hah!)
Anyways...does that make me a narcisist?
(*imaginary friend shouts: HELL YEAH!!!)
If so then...is it so wrong to be this way? how bad can it
be? Bad for them ( How so???) or bad for me? (again...How
so???) Truth to tell..everyone is self serving.
(*imaginary friend agrees)
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(*maybe)I found the only person who can really make me
happy and
who i will forever keep in my heart and wish to be
happy...i found my one and
only true love.. and then i scared him away. I...once
more...and once and for all..shall never be
complete...untill my next lifetime...untill i find him
again and set things right...? nah...i don't wish for that
any longer, for my soul is tired and weary...that when i
go...i wish for eternal rest in peace...though i maybe
without my love...it does not matter.




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