Torrance the Vamp

The Vamp's Mind
2008-03-18 01:10:40 (UTC)

Fear

I think we're both scared of screwing this up

scared of doing something that could go so wrong

It is new ground

are we in a safe environment?

that's my logic that I would love to explain to my parents

wouldn't they rather have me try new things right in front
of them?

so that they can watch me and help me and save me when it
all goes wrong?

shouldn't we be getting encouraged to do more things

while still following the rules?

i don't see their logic

all I see is I want to control my daughter

I want her to still be my little girl

where's the logic in that?

I'll admit I want the experience

and I think you're the safest to try something new with

but we come back to this...

WE CAN'T

so we won't

and we shouldn't

not even think about it

siblings

no siblings has negative connotations for me

and I dunno what to do about older brothers

family has negative connotations for me

I'm one screwed up kid

I lead three lives

a fourth arguably

so *sigh* to college we go

sheltered all our lives and then flung into the real world

let the world eat me up

I wanna sleep forever




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