Torrance the Vamp
The Vamp's Mind
Fear
I think we're both scared of screwing this up
scared of doing something that could go so wrong
It is new ground
are we in a safe environment?
that's my logic that I would love to explain to my parents
wouldn't they rather have me try new things right in front
of them?
so that they can watch me and help me and save me when it
all goes wrong?
shouldn't we be getting encouraged to do more things
while still following the rules?
i don't see their logic
all I see is I want to control my daughter
I want her to still be my little girl
where's the logic in that?
I'll admit I want the experience
and I think you're the safest to try something new with
but we come back to this...
WE CAN'T
so we won't
and we shouldn't
not even think about it
siblings
no siblings has negative connotations for me
and I dunno what to do about older brothers
family has negative connotations for me
I'm one screwed up kid
I lead three lives
a fourth arguably
so *sigh* to college we go
sheltered all our lives and then flung into the real world
let the world eat me up
I wanna sleep forever
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