Me

open me up
2008-03-10 04:39:00 (UTC)

no missed calls

Morning doesn't break anymore
It splinters.. jagged pieces of sunlight
Piercing my eyes like tiny needles
I don't know why I even open them anymore


I pull muscles when I pull myself outta bed
Crack my back and my toes
Wish I had a hammer, for no particular reason
Other than to crack my head open


I check my phone for messages
But you haven't called
I don't know why you're ignoring me?
Must have been something I did


I make myself get dressed
Then Make myself go out
I Make myself barely get by
But can't make me somebody else


Twist off this stupid bottle cap
To down another beer
Cause "down and out" is where I stay
Remind me to forward my mail..?


It's getting pretty late
Or I'm getting pretty bent
Either way the day is over
Either way you're not coming home


As I lay on my back and stare at the ceiling
I wonder if you even care..
Do you care that I'm hurting? Do you care that I'm sad?
I guess not.. you haven't called..


Still, I check my phone one last time
Still no messages, still no calls
I don't know why you're ignoring me?
Must have been something I didn't do..




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