rachel

beautifuly broken
2008-02-09 19:54:04 (UTC)

i cant explain this feeling....

"i can't explain this feeling, i think about it everyday.
and even though we've moved on it gets so hard to walk
away..."

aint that the damn truth.
its 2 in the moring and i'm sitting here trying to find a
reason for everything.
i'm in that kind of mood where nothing makes sence.
everyone says "everything happens for a reason".
well, what the fuck is the reason for everything?
life is nothing but a game.
you live, you learn, and then you die.
how much sense does that make?
i'm not trying to be negative, i'm just trying to be
logical.
why do we put up with the drama, the tears, the pain and
suffering we go through?
only to face more pain and heartace.
smiles are the quickest way to heal.
real smiles that is.
not those fake "i'm okay, when i know i'm really not"
smiles.
in order to be truely happy, you must 1st love who you are
at that very moment.
and you can never truely like yourself until you find what
you've been looking for the whole time you've been alive.
i'm 16 years old and know my pourpose on earth.
and that is to make other people happy, to spread the
truth in all the lies, and to just be myself.
if everyone took 5 minutes out of their day for
themselves, they would truely be doing something for
everyone else.
maybe if we stopped trying to bring other people down,
we would have more time to help ourselves and stop
bringing ourselves down at the same time.
but enough about that.
i'm done for the night.

4,3,2,1, rachels out




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