I drink Alone
2008-01-15 03:57:38 (UTC)

From my black hole again

What the FUCK is wrong with me???
Somebody help me stay out of this darkness.....Help me
`believe it's not the real me.
My mind is going insane running through all the horrible
things that could possibly happen in my relationship and
I know I should be okay. I'll probably be fine in the
morning. But tonight I feel like I'm drowning.
I want to scream, I want to kick these walls in because
they make me angry with what they've seen
The one that should know me never did, now he doesn't want
to know what he does.
Give me the randomness of a stranger. I wish he didn't know
how I sleep, the way I brush my hair.
Secrets is what I need to keep my sanity. I don't want to
know everything, I want to laugh when I think he'd leave
me. I want to feel like it's impossible because he hasn't
figured me out yet.

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