Tipper

Waka Waka Waka
2008-01-11 01:32:01 (UTC)

Update

Not to much to update. My youngest was invited to join a
local wrestling team (new team this year) and I'm kinda
iffy about what I have read so far and am waiting for a
phone call back from one of the coaches. He is all for
joining but I have to check everything out before I sign
him up for anything. Work is going strong and there still
isn't enough time in the day to complete everything on my
desk but I'm starting to learn to not be so anal
about "trying to do it all" I'm starting to not feel guilty
about leaving work when there is still work sitting on my
desk and realizing that I could work 90 hours a week and
the boss STILL wouldn't appreciate all that I do.

My stomach is still getting the best of me and I keep
putting off going to the stomach specialist that my Dr
wants me to go to. My guy friend last week kinda hit it on
the head last week by getting in my face (he works as a
paramedic==why do I keep finding guys who work for the
hospital) and accused me of not getting it checked because
my stomach problems make it easy to keep the weight off.
He said that I had lost enough weight and that he wasn't
staying around to watch me become anorexia---YOU DID NOT
JUST SAY THAT TO ME!!!!! I told him that by him saying
that was VERY disrespectful to me and the reason that I
didn't go to the specialist was that I DIDN'T WANT THE
MEDICAL BILL!!!!!! Yes, I have insurance but my co-pay is
$800.00 a person and $2,000 a family and since I believe in
home medicating the boys and I have NEVER reached the co-
pay other than me giving birth to them!!! I'm trying
different things to try and control my stomach, I have
tried fasting to rid myself of any bad bacteria in my body
and even though I was able to go 3 days without eating
anything but 1 apple and 1 orange a day and many glasses of
water what was my downfall was that I didn't have hunger
pains at all (which is weird because I thought I would be
starving) but the horrible gas pains I had in my stomach
from only eating 2 fruits a day. So next week starting
Monday I am going back on my fast but will have 1/2 a
turkey sandwich a day and maybe that will be better on my
stomach. I honestly don't know what is wrong with me---I
get my liver check regulary because of my thryoid medicine
and we have yearly "heath" checks at work where they come
in and take our blood and check our cholesterol which mine
always comes out way low (don't believe in salt) I don't
like alot of regular food (salt, potatoes, milk, chocolate,
any kind of dessert, cookies, chips) so I don't understand
why my tummy is always upset. And don't tell me stress
because I don't believe that a person can have enough
stress in there life to get an ulcer.

O.K., I'm done bitching and whining so I guess I will get
my butt to bed.




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