Middle Child

Fri. Jan 4, 08

Yesterday was my first day back to school. I have an exam
in 20 days. I must say, I'm looking forward to this year. I
have a good feeling about school. Now I just need to put
these feelings into action and actually read ahead of time.

Besides that, I'm still trying to figure out this work
situation and learning about my rights and all. So far,
nothing can be done about it. However, I'm going to wait
around to see if my paycheque will come in the mail, if not,
i can file a claim. Which means it'll take another week or so.

As for everything else going on, it's going pretty smoothly.
I'm at a good place right now. My friendships are steady, my
family is all good, relationships overall are going well. I
love my friends very much. I love myself as well. I think
I'm a pretty good person overall. I've been doing pretty
well in choosing friends and speaking to decent guys. But,
as everyone knows, not everyone is perfect, we do make
mistakes.

The guy I was talking to a week ago went on vacay and will
be returning soon. I'm curious as to how things will be
when he returns. Will it die down? Get stronger? Stay at a
mutual friends level? What ever happens between us, I'm cool
with. I honestly believe that it's not my time to date right
now. I need to keep my mind focus with school. (Guys, it's
not always an excuse alright!) And I know for a fact that
this guy is always a very busy guy as well. He works full
time every day and on weekends he's building up this own
electric business. So, I really don't know. I need to stop
putting much thought into it and just take it as it happens.
All I want from this, is atleast a friendship. He's such an
awesome guy, I'm really and truly glad I met a guy like him.
He's like one of my guy friends. I love it.

Enough of that, I think I'm going to take a quick nap since
I slept 8 hours today lol, that's not normal for me. Plus,
when 5-6pm hits, I get this urge to take a nap. I'll have
to set it for atleast 30 mins or else I'll sleep forever.
Then I'm going to begin studying. WOOT!

bye