Katylynn

.:Into my Reality:.
2007-12-29 01:03:44 (UTC)

OK, Enough already!!! ..123 entrys lol

Ok seriously, I know I stated some deep stuff about Samuel
recently. And I've decided it's time to be dating other
people. Now it's not like I haven't been thinking that
this whole time, it's just that when it came right down to
it, I just couldn't commit to it and date someone. Well
I'm tired of this crap and circle of emotions. I know he's
never going to love me back, and I know now that he
won't give me the respect I need from him or the same
amount I gave him. Come on, it's been long enough. I've
been tired of this for while and I've got to get a move
on. Enough is enough!!..but that ring sticky note stays in
my bible.
Don't think that doesn't mean I'm going to hang on. It is
just a momento.
I really do want to date someone else and not him for a
change. Did I ever state that Skittles was one of the guys
that was interested in me, when all those other guys where
too? Well, honestly I've always had a little thing for
him, but never let myself go there. Well, when he's in
town, we usually hang out, go hunting, ride around, hang
out w/ friends, or go to the movies.
Well wednesday we went to the movies and out to eat. I
guess I was in a flirty mood to begin with, but I also had
a margarita with my meal which loosened me up a bit. I
umm,
kissed him at the end of the night. lol I think we've both
been wanting to do that for a long time anyway. Wow! I
still can't belive that happend, cuz we've been friends
and runing budies for like 7 years.




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