dissaster waiting to happen.

I dont write because I mean it.
2007-12-21 16:46:25 (UTC)

correction

so in reguards to the girl who gave her virgnity to her bf
for christmas- she told him to tell me that as a bad joke.
i dont think theres anything funny about that since he
doesnt see why it would concerns me. I worry cause i know
shes not ready. Shes not prepared for the emotional side
effects and shes told me so herself she doesnt want to
commit to something like that- for a long long time. Not
saying shes going to wait till marriage but I am saying i
KNOW she doesnt want to having known the guy less then two
month- or even one month- and at that most of that was
full of drama. Their still getting to know one another..
etc etc.. thats my peace on the matter.

Talked to my friend RIchard last night from CT. and he was
silly. As usual like most boys hes all riled up and wants
to come from CT to see me. I dont see an issue with it
cause hes a cool friend and I've always wanted to see him
BUT he has this friend whos one of my ex boyfriends,
sorta, named JOSH too haha. And I dont want to see him! I
dont like him, hes rude and stupid.. so if thats his only
trail up here then Ide preffer he not come up- there are
other ways *nod nod*.

THats all for now- waiting for fed ex to bring the
phone :D YAY! I love getting stuff in the mail.

I wonder if John got his birthday card. Still have no idea
what to do with his present. Friggin butt head with his
stuborn retardation.

IT matters to me what happens in his sex life cause he
gets hurt over and over again and I didnt want to hear he
did something stupid I knew would only get him hurt. Had
he fucked HOlly he would be upset cause he doesnt like her
like that- at least thats what he says, and it would only
end with him feeling more depressed then he does now. I
dont see why he had to stop talking to me over that but
whatever. Its his choice and its his life. I gues I just
have to learn to live with the face that hes a butt head
lol.
Sorry to look out for your best interests in my heart-
didn tknow showing someone you cared by being upset that
they potentially could have made a really bad choice
they've made before in their lives (krissy Shara, etc!)
was a bad thing .




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