Middle Child

Listen. Don't Speak.
2007-11-22 04:38:32 (UTC)

Morning Classes

I hate you morning classes!!!!!!

I have to be up by 5:30-6am and then be out of the house by
7am. It takes me an hour to get to school. Damn you morning
classes! Then my class starts at 8:30-11:30. Bitch.

I don't really like 8:30am classes for a few health reasons.
Also, because I go to school with my friend, who.... I don't
like to talk to with my life, because she is a jealous
bitch. You have to be careful with what you say to people
like her, they don't like you on top and will do anything to
see you down.

So yesterday I was suppose to see anthony in the afternoon,
but didn't end up see him. He was at the doctor's office for
quite some time and I had to be home in a few hours. We
haven't really been talking much - like we have something to
talk about. And I hate that! I hate how we don't have
anything to talk about but us making plans to hang out and
how he wants me. GOSH! I want to tell him how it bothers me
about us. But then again, what's the point of brining it up
if i don't see myself with this guy. It's better to leave
things the way they are and accept that we are slowly
loosing touch. Since it is what I want. GOD HOW I WANT TO BE
LEFT ALONE. I think I'll pray tonight before going to bed.
My mind needs to go back in school mode. I need to keep my
head on the prize. But I feel like I'm on my way to being
left alone, which is good, because I can focus the next 2
weeks before my last exam for the year. Then comes December.

Ohhhh December. I wonder what December will bring.
Saddness? Loneliness? Relaxation? Happiness? It's going to
be so....boring and will go by so quick. I'm not looking
forward to working 4-5 days a week. I'm not use to it and my
body will be so pooped by the end of the year. hahaha get
it, get it? end of the year, because i'll be working until
dec 26. hahaha. I made a funny! LOL

I'm off to bed. nite bitches.