Middle Child

Listen. Don't Speak.
2007-11-16 16:38:23 (UTC)

friiiiidayyyy

Today is Friday.... ahhh I've been waiting for this day
since...well all week.

I've got to go work at 3:30pm, not fun. I just want to stay
home and lounge all day. But, I got into an argument with my
mom. She's so stupid. Her mind is stuck in the 1970's back
when she was a teen. I live in Toronto. People go out
friday nights, saturday nights. It's how we roll in the
t-dot. I told her after work I'm going to a comedy show with
a few friends and she just started yelling at me. She was
telling me that i'm exposing myself (wtf?) She made it seem
like I go out every night and I walk downtown alone. Fucken
psycho. I'm going with friends and one of them drives. I
will be safe. I never put myself in danger. I'm not risky
like that.


Anyways, I need to clean my closet. My mother always fucks
it up and then yells at me for not keeping it clean. I have
all my clothes organized and when she cleans my (which i
tell her to never do) she puts all my clothes were she sees
space. Then I don't have time to put it back and then she
just keeps piling them on. FUCK.

Enough about her, I'm getting angry.


I'm excited. I wana look cute today for work, just for no
particular reason. I wana look good :)


Well, I deleted my facebook account last night. I can't take
it anymore. There's something in me that tells me to do it.
I can't quite pinpoint what though. I just have this urge to
delete myself and for some reason I feel relieved. I think
I just got too addicted to it? I think there are many
factors to my doing. MY ex is on my friend's list, along
with his friends. We've got pictures together and it's
something I don't want to see. Then I've got pics of myself
and I look ugly in them. The only thing that sucks about
it, is that I like knowing that I can talk to people who I
normally don't talk to on a daily bases.

I'll get fb back. Just not anytime soon.





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