Listen. Don't Speak.
Just around the corner...
MY birthday is on january 15 and I haven't quite decided
what I'm going to do for my 21st birthday or if I am going
to do anything?
I thought of just gathering a bunch of my girlfriends and
doing Pole Dancing lessons then out to lunch.
I don't really want to plan it all.
Plus, the place closest to my house is only available monday
to thursday. People have lives during the weekday.
I'm not going clubbing for my birthday. I do not want to get
smashed. I do not want to wear soemthing nice then my mom
telling me a look naked like last time when i wore a wife
beater and jeans....apparently i looked like slut? Anyways,
it's only 2 months away.
Hmmm... exams is one day away. YAY! I feel like I've studied
my best these past few days. I'm proud of myself, not let's
see how I do. I pray that I'll stay calm and focused. Being
anxious just fucks me over. I'm going to lay down for a bit
then start studying again. CIAO!