damagedheart420

The neverending nightmare
2007-11-12 13:34:39 (UTC)

bac to the beginning again

JESUS...drama, drama, drama....and again i hate my
life...so jon finally called and he was like i just got ur
message and i been really sick thats y i havent
called...and i told him that when he didnt call i thought
we were done...and then we talked and now im back to the
beginning again and datin both guys...if ruben knew he'd
kill me and jon...same with jon....imma do this for like
another week and see who i'd rather be wit and then imma
make a decision and thats gonna be the end of this whole
mess....like i wanna b wit jon cuz we used to have so much
fun...but his family, everyone cept his aunt, mom, and
cuz, hates me and i cant stand his one aunt imma bout to
beat the fat bitches ass...and we never talk anymore, but
las tnight he actually called and we talked for an hour
and it was like nothin was ever wrong in the
relationship...then theirs ruben....i've like him since i
was little and he makes me laugh all day everyday..and yea
we fight alot but who doesnt....we both have the same
personality and sometimes it clashes...the only thing im
scared about is that idont want him to break up wit me for
his old g'f again...even though he says hee hasnt talked
to her since he told her to leave him alone she still
keeps callin the house and his celly...but he never
answers g2g




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