Metallicminds

The Metallic life
2007-11-08 03:10:29 (UTC)

My world

With all that has been plaguing my life, I must apologize for seeming distant.
Life has it's up and downs, mostly it's been down for me but I guess that what
makes life worth living. In my world, I gotta expect a few rough edges in life-
who can simply control the weeds from growing in your front lawn? But hey, if
you don't fall, how you gonna know what getting up is like right? My future
seems all too blurry. My biggest two fears at the moment is myself and
earthquakes. A couple days (or maybe weeks ago-I can't remember) we had an
earthquake here in California. A small one but big enough for it to be a wake up
call for me. I'm simply forced to rethink my life and see where I need to go.
When I'm ready (or know) what's wrong with me, I'll give more details. Although
I will be sending this message out to more than just one person and to those I
trust most, I don't want anyone to get the wrong ideas just yet. Not until I get
the answers I need. Just be sure to keep me in your thoughts and hearts-I'll
need it in the future. Don't worry, I'm not talking about suicide. It's far from
that. There's too much stuff about life that's giving me enough meaning for me
to move forward in life. Life is to precious. And I for one won't go down that
easily-cuz you see, I'm a fighter sometimes. Push comes to shove I will make it
out of this unclear moment-I just need time. I know I'm too strong to do
anything stupid. for a while now, I've been spending time alone to help me get
myself together again. But I do ask myself-where is my mind? (a reference to
the band the pixies but still significant in my life). If anyone has questions then
don't be afraid to ask.

Timo(thy) "Bernard""Birdie" Patrick Arnaldo




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