Torrance the Vamp
The Vamp's Mind
More What Ifs
what if i had broken down in his office like i was so
what if i hadn't held back the tears?
what if i had told him everything?
how would things be different?
i wouldn't have gone to class after that that's for sure
something would've happened.
no matter how hard i try to think that it could've been
worse my mind draws a blank
what could've made it worse?
why do i still cry think about it?
why can't i even think about without feeling everything
i didn't even write a poem for this
didn't store this feeling away
i'm trying to forget
trying to move on
no one knows my side of the story save one
and we don't talk about it
dying form the inside
a wound that time hasn't healed
that's how long it's been
and i still feel like i'm in the middle of it all
it doesn't feel any better
and i don't know how to make it better
every thought relates back to it
every "it could've been worse" moment returns to it
every subject seems to return to it
and no one can help me
no one is on my side
no one's said it's going to be ok
it must be nice
to have someone come up and hug you from behind
everything's going to be ok
and mean it
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