Tae

I drink Alone
2007-09-06 18:40:09 (UTC)

Thursday

Everything is so fucked up still but when is it not?
Today I'm just hanging around the apartment with Hayden. I
guess since I'm not working I'll just be a bum.
Joe called to tell me the dollar tree was hiring, but fuck
I'd hate working at a place like that.
I'm trying to be cool and hope that all that email bullshit
was exactly that, bullshit. But it's so fucking hard.
I don't believei n abortion but I have been thinking if
things are going to get fucked between the two of us maybeI
should think of something to keep there from being a tie
between the two of us forever. Joe would be a terrible ex.
But I can't do it. I don't believein abortion andI love my
baby already. I'm 11 weeks pregnant, other than always
fucking tired I'm good. Just crabby quite a bit.
The last couple nights Joe andI have just been hanging out
at the house together. Tonight he has band practice, I
think I'll just hang out at home til he's done.
I've been feeling better but I'm in no mood to be social.
Karen called last night but I was already in bed. Caleb
told me today she needed a place to crash. I'm so tired of
dealing with their stupid drama. They should figure out
themselves the weird love triangle they have goingo n
without involving my ass.




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