Elise
my courage
2007-07-28 00:23:08 (UTC)
Seeking refuge from the public
I am a blob. Words mean nothing. I am lost and frantic and
sad. Save me from this apathy. I'm hating what I cannot do.
Nothing is real, nothing matters. I live inside my head. I
desperately long for normal life.
It's gray and rainy outside. That is how I feel.
Too many people on LJ who know me. I feel shame in my inaction.
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