supergoddess

This diary is my kief,hashish,&opium pip
2007-07-18 02:29:48 (UTC)

super delayed update

Right before I left to go to New Jersey, I went to the
mall with Clark and Megan all day.

When we got back from the mall, we went to Dj's house and
hung out there. We weren't flirting as much as we usually
do. Everyone kept hugging me because it was the last time
they'd see me before I left.

When it started getting later and it was time for me to
leave, I kept trying to get alone with Dj. I knew that it
was my last chance to kiss him before I left (he realized
this too). I have never wanted to kiss anyone in my entire
16 years of life as bad as I have always wanted to kiss DJ
Hawkes. We were in his room hugging, and Clark busted into
the room and jumped on the bed and started hugging us. We
started tickling him so that he would leave the room and
he did.

Then Dj asked me if I wanted a piggyback ride to go
outside... which was an obvious excuse be alone with
me. We went outside and just as we were out the door I
turned around and Clark was there too, he followed us
outside. Dj and I were annoyed but Clark seemed not to
notice.

We were in his room again one time and Megan walked over
and casually closed the door. Then Clark flung open the
door and said "we have an open door policy in this house"!

Which is true.

But their parents were in another room, not paying
attention to us. Megan and Devon obviously weren't going
to go and tell on us like 3rd graders.

I guess he was just jealous?

Clark even knew that Dj and I liked eachother, he
deliberately interrupted us and threw himself into the
situation. He did it on purpose. But why would he do that
to his brother? Someone he's been through everything with?

Megan thinks he might like me a little. This makes
this entire situation 1 million times more complicated.




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