NJ

Deception♥
2007-07-01 06:00:37 (UTC)

Let The Bodies Hit The Floor

I'm feeling pretty confused about life right now. I'm not
really sure what I want to focus on. Whether it is finding
a new romance, working on my music, getting prepared for
school...I have no clue. What I do know is that I have a
few major goals for my senior year:

-Win WLHS American Idol
-Be a lead role in the spring musical
-Get good grades
-Graduate
-Get my learner's permit, and eventually license
-Get accepted into college
-Find a job

I really want to leave high school with memories other than
just being a slacker who never gave a damn. I want to leave
with a BANG. Plus I realized the other day that being a
well educated person is much more attractive than being a
slacker.

I'm thinking about maybe taking a few voice lessons and
acting classes to better my chances in the school's musical
productions.

I also want to get my learner's permit. I've only been
putting it off since November. So next week I'm going to
have my mom bring me to the DMV so that I can get it. Then
work on getting my driver's license. I'm sick of
procrastinating.

I am also going to be taking over my brother's paper route
because he doesn't want it anymore. It's a pretty long
route, but you make $28 a week. And $28 a week is better
then my current salary which is $0. Plus I think it is a
good stepping stone for me. It's not quite like a real job,
but it is a good transitional job. Plus I'll get exercise.

(I'm sorry that I'm ranting)

My other deal is my love life. But I'm not ready to talk
about that yet because that means I'll have to admit some
more true feelings, and that would ruin my whole "I love the
single life." charade.




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