Torrance the Vamp

The Vamp's Mind
2007-06-10 20:38:37 (UTC)

MVD

The parade was fantastic

Like at the end we played a third song Louie Louie and I
was all smiles. Even though it was pouring down rain, and
my drum majors didn't listen to me too well, and I had
issues getting the band to move.

But it was fun.

And then I met up with peeps and we decided what we were
going to do.

So on our way back to the car Ryan joined the robotics
team in the parade. And I got his stuff to his mommy. And
then I changed in Tiarra's car. And walked back. Found
Katelyn, then Ryan called.

So we went and had brunch or somethingwith his fam at the
community center.

I had never been in there before.

His family is fun, I like them. They are everything my fam
isn't. And I like that a whole lot better. And their
conversations are way more interesting than the ones I
don't have with mine. It was fun. His brother does not
look like a freshy.

Then we walked to MVD.

And we wandered around and did nothing. And all my old
demons were resurfacing. And it wasn't cool. And I was
putting up my facade again. It was bad. And then me and
Katelyn were deciding to go home. And so my parents came,
but wouldn't take me home until they were done. Which
actually didn't take very long.

But it's such a cruel juxtaposition. My family and Ryan's.
It took prolly 2 minutes for my parents to start fighting.
It took me less than that to hate them again.

And then I came home. And hid in my room. Fell asleep
curled up on my bed texting peeps.

And then I woke up. And I had like 5 texts. But I was so
disorientated that I deleted all of them cuz I couldn't
think about them.

And then in my peace and quiet house I found the laptop to
be in my parent's room. And so I got on. And enjoyed it.

But the fam came home. And my bro and sis watched tv in my
parents room. So I moved downstairs. Where my mother was
too stupid to leave me alone.

And then I changed my color scheme. It's green. I like
green. It's fresh. It's new. It's perfect. And it's soo
much better than my life.




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