aaronisonfire

alone and adored
2007-06-05 02:00:45 (UTC)

Im just gonna keep my mouth shut from now on.

woooowwwww.. Marc is such a dick it blows my mind... I
cant even put into words how much of a cocksucking little
fuckhole-punkass-bitch that kid is... I can honestly not
see us having a relationship in the future when Im all
moved out and shit. not gonna happen he's just too much of
a punk. I hate his attitude... "FUck off with your porn"
turns into my crying in my room for the night. I had the
SHITTIEST day at work and Marc SPOKE TO ME and sent me way
over the edge... Fuck Ill be so happy if i can get through
the rest of the summer without his bullshit. Adn then Im
off to France... holy shit... bliss. NO Marc-bullshit. He
just fails everything and my parents do nothing. they take
away his car and phone for like.. aweek.. ooohhh.. i
learned my lesson. then theyll have a nice little talk and
give him all his shit back. story over till the next time
he fails a test. there is absoloutly NO parenting going on
in this house. NONE. and i swear I am taking all the shit
for it. IIIIIIII fucking have to deal with his shitty
little comments and snipey little bitch ass remarks. THERE
IS NOTHING IN THE FUCKING WORLD I CAN DO... talking to HIM
doesnt work. talking to my PARENTS doesnt work. "FUCK OFF"
said with my fist doesnt work.. so I guess I just have to
shut my mouth and deal with it.. even if dealing means
crying in my room all night- being left emotionally
DRAINED after a 4 sentence altercation. basically.. Marc
can do whatever he wants... he has no respect for anyone.
and he;ll get away with it every time. I am SOOOO sick of
telling my parents how they should fucking parent that
little bitch. "no good deed goes unpunished" thats
exactally how i feel right now. no matter what happens I
will always get the shit end of the stick...

Work is SHIT. I cant get through ONE FUCKING DAY without
fucking up someones bill/order. Mary was a complete bitch
today. I swear one of these days im just gonna get in my
car and go home... i cannot deal with this for another 2
1/2 mothns. fuck fuck fuck.. 5 days a week?!?!? FUCK me
for TRAPPING myself into "fulltime". Why am I such a
glutton for punishment??

heres the thing... i think im gonna have to get my
academic shit together because theres no way i can be a
waitress for the rest of my life... my feet are killing
me. and i really hate this job as of the first day i
startedback. fuck me.

Totally pissed off tonight. God i wish marc would
DISSAPPEAR.




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