Nikki

The fears of the fearless
2007-05-26 23:57:56 (UTC)

It's a.... baby

The last post was getting a little long, and I was starting
to get a little poetic. As I was saying, a bundle of joy
would definitely make my life complete. My husband and I
have been planning since long before we were even engaged
that we would one day have kids. We both agreed that I
would stay home and raise them, unlike either of our
mothers. Unfortunately, we have a small problem in that
department right now. My body is consistently urging it, my
heart is crying for it, but my wallet is empty. Because I
am in university, and because my husband has no education or
career yet we cannot afford the "burden". I'm torn between
wanting to wait for a few more years, and saying screw
waiting. Of course I don't really have to option of doing
that, because I am "under the submission of my husband" and
he doesn't think he could afford to take care of us and a
child. As you would know by now, I hate waiting. But
that's all for now, I have some things to do...
Love Nikki Durant




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