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my stupid mouth
2007-04-30 01:24:52 (UTC)

outlaw sweatpants

maybe i should actually update this thing. i think i don't
as often anymore because i used to update so much when i
was in a bad mood, and i guess i'm not in a bad mood so
much these days. not that i'm in a good mood all the time.
don't worry; i haven't changed that much.

i'm pretty glad that i am nearly three quarters of the way
done with college. i'm really excited about the apartment
next year. mike, colleen, and i went to see it again
yesterday so we could figure out what we have room for.
it's going to be kind of a pain to have to commute to
school every day, but i suppose it will feel more like
real life that way, rather than walking 3 minutes to class.

the democrats' club held a president's ball on friday
night. i don't really know why it had that name, come to
think of it. it was in the upstairs of the yawkey center,
which didn't sound like it would be that great, but it
actually looked really nice, and the food was much better
than the typical stuff from the caf. meg and colleen both
had their boyfriends there, and mike was being all social
(how dare he) and leaving to go drink and stuff, so i
felt a little awkward sometimes...like i used to when i
didn't have a boyfriend. but i knew matt was coming later,
once he got out of work, so that eased the awkwardness. he
amazingly had the whole weekend off (only because he
requested it months in advance). we went to the mfa
yesterday...i told him that his parents would never
believe he spent the afternoon at an art museum. i can't
imagine that he ever thought, before we were dating, that
he'd be going to an art museum anytime in the near future.
we saw 'disturbia' and went out for dinner last
night...and then today was the clambake at school. as
usual, no clams or seafood of any kind in sight. we did
play mini golf on a realllly sketchy, rundown course they
set up in the gym. and then tonight, colleen and her
cousin phil, mike, andrew, matt, and i went to regina's
for dinner. since we had a party of 6 and the place is so
small, they asked if we would split into 2 tables. so matt
and i ended up at our own table since one was way smaller
than the other...it kind of defeated the purpose of going
out with my friends, and i said, "this sucks" when we sat
down, not realizing how horrible that sounded to matt. i
mean, we wouldn't have even gone out if i had known we
were just going to eat by ourselves. we had already gone
out last night, and the whole point was to go out one last
time with my friends before the semester was over. then,
mine and matt's pizza took forever, and when it finally
came out, they had made it wrong, so we had to wait even
longer. and THEN when i was eating my last piece, i found
a hair in it. at least fudge cake from mike's pastry made
up for that bad experience.

matt and i sort of had an argument today...and it always
sounds dumb when i recount what the argument was about.
sweatpants...those damn sweatpants that i never should've
bought him in the first place. before we went to take
showers this morning, he said something about just wearing
what he had on then (the sweatpants and a sweatshirt). i
asked if he could at least put real pants on. too much to
ask? i think not. the kid watches 'what not to wear.' he
should know better. so i guess he thought that i thought
he embarrasses me...which is what i figured he would think
after i made that comment. but then he got all testy and
was slamming stuff around, and we didn't talk again until
after we had gotten back from taking our showers. and
thennnn, he got all apologetic like he always does when he
thinks he hurt me. so i felt guilty. it's all part of a
vicious cycle. i hate feeling like he's mad at me, and i
know i shouldn't tell him what to wear. but we were going
out in public. come on, i don't wear sweatpants when we go
out with his friends. *sigh* wutevs.




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