Tipper

Waka Waka Waka
2007-04-26 02:40:06 (UTC)

Hump day

O.K. everyone, don't get excited----it doesn't mean that
I'm having sex!!!! Here is an update:

Went to the Dr on Tue and I lost 7.5 pounds last month (go
Tazzy, go Tazzy, it's your birthday, go Tazzy, gonna
party!!!) My dad came over at 9:00 pm the night after
the "big fight" between us and acted like nothing happened,
then last night he came over and HELPED my youngest with
homework!!!!!!!!!!!!! This man has been a daily part of
both of my boys life since they were born and has NEVER
helped them with school. So he was sitting at the table
with my youngest and I went past him and ran my hand up his
arm and squeezed his shoulder and he just smiled
that "daddy smile" at me----Everything is going to be o.k.
between us. I love my Dad, I love him as much as I love my
boys which is way more than I have ever loved anyone else
in my life. (Even my XH) and it really hurt me to have that
fight with him---but it had to be done to clear the air.

My date last Fri night was a bust (like I expected anything
less!) and I bagged on Sat night date. Last night he
texted me, just asking what I was doing, and how my day
was. I didn't respond (why lead him on?) I woke up at 3:00
and could hear my phone beeping, he had texted again after
I went to bed: just to see if I had gotten his message. I
feel sooooooo bad!! I mean, here is this guy putting his
feelings and self image out there "chasing" me and I want
nothing to do with him. Nothing against him, I just wasn't
interested. I don't know how to explain it---I just felt
uneasy around him. (not that he did anything to make me
feel uneasy---I just didn't fell anything. Geez, it's
10:30 pm right now and he just texted me again to give him
a call---this guy isn't backing down!!!! Well I guess I'm
going to call back and see what he wants, maybe he needs to
hear my voice to understand that it is not going to happen,
not even friendship.




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