blkdragon

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2007-04-22 16:27:31 (UTC)

Rainbows and Assholes

4/17--10:26PM—I made the brownie last night, I mixed it
incorrectly and it still taste wonderful. Ray asked if I’d
be able to rent him a room if he needed it, he went to New
Jersey last night, I think he was trying to get his Wife to
bring his Family back home. Apparently his fling with
Jennifer was discovered by his Wife and he seems to
currently be trying to edge his way back into her good graces.
4/18--10:04PM—I made it to the rink last night, Patty pulled
into the parking lot beside me and got out to show me her
new glasses, they were similar to mine; I got out of the car
and went inside with her. She liked the pants I wore and
asked where I got them and if they had them for women; I
couldn’t remember where I bought them and didn’t know the
answer to her other question either. I mentioned talking to
my landlord and her focusing on my chest, Patty told me of a
man that was talking to her and looking at her breasts, this
made it difficult for me to look at her face while talking
to her and I told her so; she hit my arm and headed to the
floor. Soon after beginning her skate, Patty approached me
with a sly look on her face, I knew immediately what her
problem was; her mp3 player had run out of power. I started
laughing at her and told her that it was a good thing I have
a “back-up” plan, she was surprised to find that I had an
mp3 player in my locker and I was going to let her use it,
Patty was a bit concerned about the music she’d be listening
to soon; I told her that she’d be surprised. Patty assumed
the player would be loaded with rap, she’d find her
assumptions unfounded.
As she skated, I watched for telling facial expressions and
she attempted to keep her wonderment to herself, the very
fact that she continued skating was enough for me to realize
that she found herself thoroughly enthralled by the
selections on the player. Patty rolled up to me to tell me
her favorite music on the player, it was “a million miles
away-Ulrich Schnauss”, I wasn’t surprised and began smiling;
I told her it was my favorite as well. She’d eventually call
me off the floor to return the player, she also let me know
a few of her other favorites, she wants me to put them on a
cd so she can put them into her mp3; I’ll be making that cd
for her tonight. I never got a good enough look at Patty’s
chest, I didn’t want to be too obvious, I do know that she’s
beginning to have a special allure for me and I did make a
point to check out her ass; I’m not sure if it was water
retention, but her ass was definitely eye-candy.
I have to maintain my distance from Patty, I need to stay
focused on Talitha for the time being, I’ve known Patty for
the last 9 years and she won’t be going anywhere anytime
soon. I found myself watching her leave the rink, there
seemed to be an added bounce to her step and needless to say
the wonders it did for my view of her departure, as much as
I enjoy having her near; I loved watching her leave.
My day at work was so-so, I’d field a question from Martin
(part of the night crew) at the end of the day, he asked if
I wore rainbow suspenders while skating; he thought he was
being amusing with the homosexual jibe. I asked him what he
new about the significance of the rainbow and why, I also
asked if he had sugar in his tank of if he’d been talking to
Paul-ine? LaShun is the reason I understand what the rainbow
means and that caused me to wonder why this country bumpkin
would be familiar. My response sent him scurrying to his
work station without another word, Mike told me that he was
glad I put Martin in his place; he said that Martin thought
he’d get over on me with that comment and that he’d warned
him to tread lightly with me. I’ll teach Martin never to
play the dozens with a man from the inner-city, especially
if he can’t count to 12 and that he should know that I was
playing hockey before he was a zygote within his Mother and
if he’s at all curious about my sexual inclinations he can
ask his Mother to conduct that test, it’ll be hard for her
to talk with me inside her.
Let me stop, I don’t feel a need to trade ignorant slights,
I’d told Matt earlier today that if the only way someone can
feel better about themselves is by putting their foot on my
back; I’d bend over and although it sounded good then, any
asshole stupid enough to try will regret it.
I went to therapy, Dana thanked me for the pastry and said
that she and her Husband enjoyed them, I told Dana that I’d
gone straight to the Pasticceria after my last therapy
session; I wanted to know what was in the chocolate mouse.
The Chef had put mousse in the mouse and we got a laugh out
of that, I told Dana that I was happy to share my happiness
with her. I went on to tell her about Patty and Talitha,
Dana sat listening to me with a happy grin on her face, she
was thinking; “if it isn’t one thing it’s another”. She
asked about Bea, had I heard from her, I told Dana how far
away Bea lived and that I’d talked to her recently; I also
told her that one can’t miss what one can’t measure.




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