Kaden, MacKenzie and Easton

The life of a young mom of three
2007-04-17 15:09:57 (UTC)

A Secret I never shared

I'm about to share a part of my life that i never shared on
diary before. I'm going to share it cause it got to its
worse point today. I do ask that if you read this you try
not to give me any advice. Me and Matt once again had a
fight. It was one of our bad ones. One that will leave me
bruised the next day. Matt and me both have a tendency to
fight when we arguee I have been slaped, pushed, kicked,
steped on and the list could continue. i do fight back i've
busted his lip with candels, punched him but some how my
pain always seems worse. Today i got slaped in the
face...bruised inside and out. He left and I don't really
care. I can't stand this no more though. I never wrote
about it because anytime someone finds out they try to give
me a bunch of advice and i really don't want to hear it. I
can't keep it inside no more therefore i'm writing it in my
diary. Its funny but it kinda hurts that he left.... am i
fucked up or what...How can i let someone hurt me and then
be hurt when they leave....All i know is my pain is about
to end one way or another....Thats my secret that i never
shared on my-diary.org.




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