chicken little

Nicole, it's what's for dinner.
2007-04-16 00:57:35 (UTC)

frustrated

I went to a BBQ in Long Beach today, with a bunch of
lesbains there, and all I could do was think of B. I try to
think of meeting someone new, and every once in a while it
seems ok, but then I always go back to the fact that I miss
what we had so much. I wanted to build my life with her. And
my mind will not let go of that idea.

It fucking sucks. Why do I want someone who has hurt me so
much? Someone who left me for who she did? Ugh. I feel like
crying in a little ball.




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