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I've moved on.... April 9th,2007

I am past the whole...everything is wrong...boohoo poor me
of puberity stage. Thank goodness. Going back and reading
over most of my old post...man did I bitch a lot. However,
sinceI am female that will never be completely out of my
genes. The good news is with time...I have learned to keep
my mouth shut more over things...because they can generally
be worse. lol...

Also looking back at poems I have posted in here...man they
kinda suck...I do not think I am the best at poetry...but I
think I have improved slightly at least...

Now ...fusteration. Audrey...I still dislike you. Why do
you not just get out of Freedom's and my life for good? I
am not dumb and do know the only reason you still keep
contact is because well you still desire him in some way or
the other. Now...understand this. I may have caused him a
shitload of pain at some point...and he caused me
pain...that's life...things happen...but you can not tell
someone you were trying to kill yourself...because of them.
That is telling someone ...they are responsible for you
trying to hurt yourself...which is UNTRUE...and a sick
thing to put on someone. No one should feel responisble for
your well being if u'r hurting yourself. Go away. Just
leave him alone for once. I do not like you and could
careless if you know it. You said you've changed...I
disbelieve such...because when you spoke to me again...you
told me you were going to bother Freedom...and you also do
not talk to me now that he's added you. I rather not talk
with you....but honestly...if you hurt him again like you
did...grrr....

that was me bitching...but it's true... no one deserves
that kind of pain or pressure...(or to be basically stocked
for years...)

Easter was well this week. I do miss seeing everyone at the
moment. My eyes are a lil messed up...but seem to be gettin
better slowly :). I am now on myspace...so i will likely
use it more...
it has poems...
blogs...
etc.... of mine posted their

that's it for now...