Aa-chan

Diary of a Deranged Fangirl
2007-04-08 19:56:17 (UTC)

The Easter Day Massacre

Yes, yesterday my aunt Flo came by and threw me clear off
the roof. In fact that's what woke me out of a dead sleep
yesterday morning, me with this stupid once a month thing,
which I really wish they would nock off cause it's not
helping my life any. And this one has the nerve to be
really, brutally painful. Ugh, if I've said it once I've
said it a thousand times, there is on logical reason why
once a month I have to walk around with my lower half
looking like something out of a crime scene.

I'm ackey, hurty, and tired to beat the band. But at least
I'm not at work and at least it didn't decide it wanted to
wait until I went to Charlottesville to try to churn on.
Cause I said that if my stupid once a month thing was going
to decide out of nowhere it wanted to come on I wasn't going
to go. I'm not going to be in a house full of guys and have
my period. No... That pretty much wasn't going to happen.

Ugh... I hate this! If this claptrap is a pre-cursor to
child-labor y'all can keep it! Oh I just want to curl up in
bed and sleep until this goes away. And what I mean by goes
away, I mean menopause.

Oh well, at least I'm not having an angry/ bitey period. I
hate those, where I snap at people. Really I don't mind so
much when I'm at work, cause most of them deserve to be
snapped at, but I don't like being like that at home.
Mostly this time I was like an alley cat in heat.

And that's a mess to have your libido on complete overdrive.
I mean I guess it wouldn't be so bad if I had a boyfriend,
but then again that's that trap to try to get someone
pregnant right before "fertilization mode" fails and then
the once a month thing happens. Think someone doesn't know
about the trap.

Oh well, I'm caught in the menstrual trap, at least for the
rest of the week (given the amount of pain I think this will
be at least a week long this month... Oh joy...)... Oh
screw it, I'm going to go to sleep for awhile. At least I
can escape from the pain and this is after I took to Advil
too. Bastards! I hate you stupid menstrual cycle! You can
go to hell with this trash!

You know what, I'm not even doing this brightside/ darkside
bit today. Cause my period is on and I'm not in the mood to
look at the brightside right now so...

Current Music: Rammstein's Benzin (They all looked really
sexy in this video. Even Flake looked sexy?! What kind of
world are we living in when Flake looks good?!)




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