Jamie's Daily Thoughts and Goals
Its a new day!
So ive decided since I am unable to journal before bed
that i will try to do it in the morning when i wake
up...there guilt is gone.
Yesterday was a busy day for me. I started early by
getting a 4 year old to babysit at 8am til around 11. then
i went to the dmv to transfer the title on my car so that
i can sell it asap. i went home and got the crazy idea to
paint my bathroom so i spent about 4 hours doing that
followed by some paperwork, and phone calls regarding my
education at nwtc. i did not make it to my 3pm doctor
appointment but is suspect that was intentional because
they always tell me inevitably that my weight is the cause
of (fill in the blank) and i mean anything. "You sprained
your wrist, thats is due to your weight, you have a sinus
infection that is because you are obese" it never ends
with them and i just didnt want to hear it. so to head off
a binge after they tell me im fat for the billionth time i
just skipped it altogether. It was a preventative
appointment anyway for my iron and ferritin levels check.
i have been feeling drained lately and just wanted some
bloodwork done to see where i am at but they scheduled an
appointment with the doc anyway im sure so they could
criticize me again. although, i should say that dr flood
has never been mean about it, actually very supportive and
funny but i just couldnt take the chance.
i ate good and was only short on fruit and water and didnt
go over anywhere else. YEAH FOR ME!!
MY GOAL FOR TOMORROW...(TODAY) IS TO EAT GOOD AGAIN AND
STAY AWAY FROM THE BAD FOOD AT SHAWNS HOUSE (BABYSITTING)
FOR 5 HOURS THIS AM. I ALSO WANT TO DO SOMETHING POSITIVE
FOR MYSELF TODAY....WILL TALK ABOUT WHAT THIS IS LATER.
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