blkdragon

grounded
2007-03-30 19:19:27 (UTC)

Friday off

3/29--10:05PM—Charles called me 11 times between 7&8am, he
couldn’t find money he’d left in a pair of pants that only
he handled, the call pissed me off; I never touched the
pants in question. Had Charles emptied the pockets and hung
the pants in the closet, he wouldn’t have needed to call me
at all. I came home tonight to find that Charles ate my
food, but did no work in my house, this morning’s dishes are
still in the sink; I was specific in telling him that all
the work here is to be done by him. When Charles returns
tonight, I’ll let him know that I’ll throw away every morsel
of food before I let him wrap his lips around any of it,
there won’t be any television either. Only a fool refuses to
learn the lessons necessary for their survival. I find
myself wondering who Charles got money from.
Kenny assaulted Ralph today, I needed to videotape that
scene, it would do me a lot of good to have such in memory
for any pending litigation I may have with Tech Valley;
apparently it was a “who’s got the bigger dick contest”. One
of my co-workers mentioned knowing Kenny for the last 30
years, Kenny was a fat kid that no one would play with,
that’s a whole lot of angry; now he’s become an unruly bully.
3/30--11:03AM—Code enforcement shut down three presses
yesterday, we spent the remaining day doing nothing, I’m to
call Jack today and see if I’ll be working tomorrow. My
patience with Charles is at an end, he’s been invading my
privacy and disrespecting me in the process, nothing new; he
has to go. I found adult videos that belong to me, stashed
in a box that belongs to him; I’ll be keeping my bedroom
locked from now on. Charles asked for a cigarette and I told
him no, he then tried to insinuate that I owe him for
getting a couple from him because I didn’t want to leave the
house and go to the store, it didn’t matter that I’ve been
supporting him and his habits for the last few months; the
boy is brain dead!
I’ve told him that even if the room isn’t ready for him, he
needs to leave here two weeks from today. Charlotte called
me last night, just before 8, it didn’t matter that I was
skating; she’s starting to remind me of my Son. Charlotte
was (again) complaining about Alberta and the people that
pissed her off recently, she mentioned her impending surgery
and the fact that she’ll be alone, even though her Mother
has offered to be with her; what Charlotte really wants is
for Billy to be there and that doesn’t appear to be going to
happen. I almost offered to be there for her, she was
complaining about doing for others and having no one to do
for her, she then went into being hit upon by some guy at
the casino; I didn’t feed into that. Perhaps Charlotte was
trying to see if I’d get jealous, a waste of time, it’s
evident that Charlotte is suffering feelings of insecurity;
she’s used up her options with me.
I saw Patty and Sheridan at the rink last night, Patty
mentioned a pair of socks she had in her bag from last week,
she may have even smelled them; I wasn’t paying that much
attention. I’d sent her an email about software, she’d
responded, “thank you dear”, hmmm! Sheridan approached me
about real estate, I’m not keeping my eggs in that basket, I
don’t need Sheridan to do anything for me; he needs me to do
something for him. Sheridan is couching his efforts in the
form of philanthropy, charity begins at home.
Pretty called this morning, she was in a rage, she told me
that she was about to do Tai Bo and picture her Father as
the target for her rage. I told her not to do that, instead
focus on doing her workout slowly and concentrate on the
speed instead, she thought that a good idea and seemed to
have calmed down considerably; I think Pretty needs the
touch of a man that truly loves her to combat the touch of a
man that used her. I think Pretty believes she needs for me
to be the man she needs to touch her and as long as she
understands that we won’t “be in love”, I can fulfill that
need, I don’t believe she’d be able to encapsulate her
emotions enough to keep from believing that she loves me.
I was hoping to get my X-rays from NEO for next weeks
appointment with another orthopedic surgeon, I’m getting a
second opinion, I imagine the Doctor can request the X-rays
and get them more expediently. I’m sending my waffle iron
back today, I’m also ordering the Animusic DVD’s and I’ll
also be sending Charlotte’s Daughter the Animusic CD’s I’d
bought, I’m buying linen today and exchanging some clothes I
bought recently.
Charles isn’t happy with me, too bad for him, I haven’t been
happy with him since his birth; as bad as that sounds and
it’s true!




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