Zach

CloudStrifeOmn
2007-03-09 08:32:16 (UTC)

Nothing Particular

Kinda been pretty dull the past few days, recieved some
feedback on my last entry from we'll call them annom.. and
if i wasnt in a good enough mood it's really refreshing to
hear someone else is kinda going though similar things..
anyway i downloaded this 3d chat thing ( like AIM except
you create a 3D image and chat with think bubbles ) it's
interesting.. i'm pretty much just messing around and
people are really not liking it haha.. i tried to explain
i'm only trying to learn how to use and what everything
does.. but when you beat the shit out of someone then
breakdance and kiss them all within 45 seconds.. i guess
it's just something your not suppose to do lol good time
though..

so it's about 2:15AM and I cant really sleep.. it's
probably this damn jack/coke drink i made.. that's alright
though the semi-drunk feeling is kind of relaxing when
there's no worries on your mind and not a party all around
you where people just get drunk to put on them beer
goggles and what not..

Went to a play today.. shakespear..didnt really follow
along at all I went and saw it with Tina.. i was pretty
much just spacing out the entire time.. they just dont
really tickle my fancy sorry.. well least that one didnt

went over to sam's after and watched some basketball.. and
it never stopped amazing me i dont understand the sport
apparently.. why go though all the effort to shoot some
22ft 2pointers when you get a 3pter and take only one step
back..i mean.. "nice two points buddy.." really all i have
to say there lol..

motivation kicked in a little.. i'm just accepting it's a
bad year for me and school.. but my motivation was to
workout.. not by anymeans study more.. i do pay attention
in class however.. unless astrology.. i mean it's 8am..
i'm sleepy still rubbing my eyes to get the sand out.. why
would you turn out the lights and put stars on the
ceiling.. nice cozy dark room.. perfect for going BACK TO
SLEEP!! good class...

I've been feeling alot better about myself since my last
entry.. like i got so much off my chest and i had no
idea.. life just dosent seem that akward.. maybe i'm
accepting who i am more? understanding myself better
somewhat? eh i'll never be done asking questions haha..
i'm really in the mood to talk to someone right now
basically anyone.. 3D chat keeps turning me down..no one's
online.. Tina had her concussion and constantly has a
humungo headache.. i feel bad she has to feel that pain
all day wish i could take it away.. but i'm not a shaman
or medicine doctor.. but regardless she had to leave early
to rest up..more than normal i wanted her to stay and just
chit chat for a bit..but i'm only in the mood to talk and
i wouldnt possible hold her back from getting better..

I kinda have this painful lump under my left ear too.. I
thought it was just some sort of acne still do.. hopeing
at least it's been there for a little while now and show's
no sign of clearing up.. dont know how but i hope it's
nothing more then acne..

hm.. really blank right now I thought the drink would have
brought more out of me haha that's alright though.. it's
like truth serum anyway and people hold me to too many
secrets as it is dont need those spilling out anywhere..

seeing as i've just sat here for the past 20minutes i must
really be incapable of thinking up anything more to say..
so farwell and goodnight




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